That has been my primary mental and physical state for the last four or five years.
Today is especially bad, and not even on sleep-related reasons, I'm just feeling completely overwhelmed by life and I'm almost tempted to bail out on something really fun tomorrow because maybe that's just too much. But I really want to go. Ugh.
I hate this. I hate it so much.
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